Im about to go to Australia next week from the UK, but Im neither excited or nervous about it. doesnt even feel like its about to happen.. I just feel numb and unmotivated but I cant figure out why. it comes and goes every few months this feeling and theres no specific reason, but maybe a lapse in mindset and motivation causes it?

likewise, I havent even bothered training much despite needing to carry on putting on mass, and I still have some clothing/items I need to buy before I leave. has anyone had this before?

I guess it doesnt help when the weather here is fucking atrocious, I hate the UK!